I have completely come off the rails!! It's official!! Ginger Nuts in the cupboard have been my downfall. Damn thosee Ginger demons! I've had at least five tonight, and at one point each, they're costly!!! My goal was to be down to my healthy weight by christmas, but its definately not going to happen now!! I only lost half a pound on my lsat weigh in despite all my excercise and activity points - 29 in the week!! So far this week I only have 11 and I can't be arsed moving off the sofa. It's terrible, I've totally fallen into a huge dark well, sourrounded by crumbs of the delicious biscuits I've been enjoying.

Oh well! It's been along slog, but im almost there, only 9 and a half pounds to go and im there!!! It's hard work though, the last few pounds are def the hardest!! Its ssssooo hard to be good and to stay focused, there's so much delicious food out there at this time of year!! I just have to think about the old me, five stone heavier, theres no way i want to end up back there!!

We got the appointment at the hospital confirmed, but its not until Janruary 2nd, which seems very late, by then we'll be 14 weeks!!  Its so scary to think that little baby is growing inside F, it's so strange and unreal.  I guess I still need confirmation, I know it sounds silly, but they only thing we're going on is the missed periods and the pregnancy test that we did ourselves.  The doctor explained that the tests they do are the same and said there was no point in repeating it because the over the counter kind are just as accurate.  I just still have to need of confirmation in my head, it just doesn;t seem real!!!

F is feeling less sickrecently which is great!!  She hasn;t done too badly with the whole morning sickness thing, jusst very nausious, but not actually throwing up.  She can;t get enough cucumber and chese sandwiches or oranges though, she eats them all the time!  She has really started to hate chicken as well, even the thought of it makes her sick.  It's weird how the pregnancy has impacted her eating habbits, I'm not sure what the cause is, I mean there must be something that triggers it.  It's so different and unique for each mother, its really strange.